Rainbow Condo

Here I am again, typing to you, with my all time favourite, miss Strawberry Rocky.

Recently, we became the regular user of the condo's swimming pool. Nope. Not once a week, not often, not frequently. The correct term is Everyday. I must say, its getting really healthy now. Be it after class, or after dinner. We would not miss a chance to go for a swim. For me, its much more of just playing with the water, and get wrinkles all over.

I certainly have weird friends. Nicole likes butterflies. Mainly for accessories. But on the other hand, Kim hates real butterflies, he's even scared of them. He claimed childhood trauma or something.

I got punched by a butterfly in my face and it fucking hurts. I cried. So, stay away from them.

We are Back In Ktn, for a week. And, Happy Chinese New Year!

Flying Kiss

Just for a quickie update.

We had a big makan on the 18th, again, for the eleventh time @ Chillis, OU. Together with nics joe kev estherjoel yang shaun and matt. Big time emo queen Jane did not join because, emo. duh. The fun continues as we decided on a horror movie called They Wait. Tho its pg13, its pretty scary like, seriously. The aftermath is a turn off. I got a terrible neckache as a result of hiding my face one-sided for the whole 2hours. nop, not good.

Bill moved in to new condo Astana, bugging joel everyday. haha. We had a quick swim at the condo's pool under drizzling rain. We had lots of fun doing ballet in water, couple fight and buying towel and boxer's in downstairs mydin. So spontaneous yet so fun.

Class in half an hours time. grrr.

Sunday Cheers.

It has come to the end of the week!! Friday, my joy. And no, it was just fairly okay as I just managed to cope. Thanks to many who took concern, especially hubby taking me to dinner every night together with esther and joel. I certainly felt near home. And yes, through all the shits, I definately learned my lesson that I should list the basic needs while moving out. -_-"

Classes was rather plain like the usual. One or two class per day, I just could not wait to end it. Haha. Nothing much for this couple of days, but Matthew turned into a mohawk!

so much for now. xoxo.

I am just incredible.

First of all, for your information, just so you know...

I enrolled into faraway isolated SEGi. Its pathetic, its awful.

Secondly, as mentioned, I'm really the saddest piece of ... ever, as sweared.

Thirdly, never felt so shitty before. No, worse than shits.

To start off, lets talk about Sunday.

I woke up at 6.30am for church, two services in a row. Arrived home only around 3plus.
Many people many calls, gaah, very i-dont-know-what-to-say. Managed to move things in before 8pm, and then dinner until 9pm.
I got a big hit. There is no fucking internet in the house. I so fucking pissed off lor. I stared at the walls until 2plus am before I could actually sleep. homesick la, so sad.
I forgot my necessities like bedsheet, pillow and the freaking towel. -_-" damn sad.
I came across something which in turn reminded me that I already used my last three bucks buying water, not spritzer sommore. So, I'm officially zero. LAGI SAD.
After that I found out that my phone is running out of battery, and I tak bawak the special plug for it. Probably could not even stay till morning, therefore no alarm. I''m so gged. That is SUPER sad!
Bill said enough is enough. Tons of tuuuut after that. extremelyultimatelyfucking SAD lor??!!

How can a day be such eventfully sad... I pulled it through anyways, strangely.

Now, monday.
Woke up at 7am, followed housemates to uni. Being the freshmen, they are really into it. They walked around the campus, invading empty rooms and classes. Goosh, and I actually followed. The fact is, there is only one thing that I should be happy about. My timetable, its fucking nice. No class on Mon, one 2hrs class on even days and two on odd days. How cool is that.
Too bad the house is just plain.. crap.
One hm came to the wrong campus, she supposed to be in the Subang one. funny people.

I'm updating these in the PC lab at 10.30am in the morning.

WITH NO CLASS. NO MSN. NO PHONE. NO CASH.

hungry like fuck.

To Bill,
Happy First Day Of Class.

The Muse

I wasnt feeling right ( antonym of wrong ) these couple of days. I could not help myself to feel glommy and not cheery the whole day. Perhaps the thought of enrolling into some junior foundation course really scares me, besides the fact that I'm doing one year extra. Its just too fast a decision, and it happens too soon. It was just like yesterday that the 'fond' memories of teasing weewee/tongtong being overaged, kept appearing in my clouds of thoughts. Grr. Definately not a doting feeling. People suggested that maybe I should lied about going student exchange for a year, nahh, it wont work. Alternatively, I could just dont make any friends at all. But then again, whose gonna help me out on my assignments? To make it worst, what if one day my boyfriend dont want me anymore? I'll be the saddest piece of .... ever, I swear. Afterall, I'm not even sure if this particular reason is my biggest concern. Perhaps its just sad to leave my home comfort, eg no more ever-ready-laundry.

I'm feeling like a standard one again. The rejection of going to school, in my case, going again. Paranoia. Possibly because too long of a spoonfed life at home and of course the feeling of '' repeater'' ( my version, loser ) sucks big time. *SULKS*

And so, I'm going down KL tomorrow to be officially enrolled as SEGi student. A year12 student. ( gawd, not again... ) -_-"

Moving on. I drove today. P stickers, checked. Dad, checked. Car keys, checked. There I go accelerating to get my satays at SatayZul ( come on, where else? ) Being a smartass, I actually realized that I forgot my license. So I made a turn back. I therefore, came home in one whole piece, with my dad, my satays and the car. Just so you know, its my mom's car that I drove.

Moments of truth came early today. I knew it long ago but I opt to ignore. It is not true that I felt the same way you do, but I do expect slightly more, just slightly. Words you said were indirectly pretty harsh and hurting. I clearly understand that you were just trying to clarify your feelings and so on, I wasnt angry at all, really. Things I said were out of my sanity, and you know it is workable. Moreover it favours you most of the time. Please dont say I dont feel a thing, I felt it hell more than you do, plainly because it came out from my own mouth. Okay? I never thought that I would be a burden, I never want to be one. Not to you especially. I'm happy when you are happy. Please dont worry about me anymore, I'm a big girl now.

Still loving you, xoxo.

Riding On

Its called Hot Dog. (enlarge)

This photo was taken in a Car Museum at Coventry, England. Apparently it kind of looks like a bun with mustard sauce.

Speaking of which, I just received my driving license!! I told you so.. And it is errie pretty. =p

You asking for a car soon maybe? I'm not very sure of that myself.

University stuffs, had been settled. SEGi it is. Gah, another year extra.

Emough of decision makings, my head is gonna blow.

Hopefully there wont be another change of mind.

...but then again, am I making the right choice? ...

He sang me, Incy Wincy Spider.

I'm utterly speechless nowadays. How could people be such unthoughtful. ..Sorry for the troubles.. does not bring about any comfort, not to me. I should have known, you are not an easy prey. So next time, make up your mind and stick with it. *curse curse curse*

Recently I realized, I put on some weight, which doesnt supposed to happen. I must have fall off my diet plan somewhere along the line. Whats wrong with me? *add on to newyear resos* Blames to be on midnight loklok carts and their fried sotongs, which I still deeply craved for. They caused me sleepless nights, therefore I'm sotongstrucked.

You should be happy that you actually have a school to go to. Because I dont, not at the moment. I will definately thrive hard of this one. I think it suits and favours me the most. Once again, no more disappointments because it doesnt feels good at all. Appeals and more appeals I'd do to get my wish granted. Most importantly, by prayers.

A bunch of randoms

He bought me this for 2bucks, followed by some terrible prank at the beach.

He got me a red mouse I'd always wanted, to match my lappie and ipod.

going red, all the way.

YX: sorry, but I'm leaving you Matt.

MATT: donnnt goo, yaaaang.

The K-shades-brothers-pose.

Dinner @ Hartz

'' More chicken for chickens ''

Bb: Its for you, hunny. *smiles*

Oh really?

Want To Fat*prosper*

'' oh yes please! ''

Concentration *raise nose* @ Rack

Totally failed edits.

Sushi King @ Pyramid

I baked a full-size NY cheesecake. I've yet to try, its already half empty.

I want to follow Alice to the gym. Gone, tummy gone!

11th Anni in two weeks time. I want it different.

A qualified driver in two days time. oh-so-excited.

The K Era

Happy New Year everyone!

My initial plan was to do LastPostOf2008, but sadly I missed the chance. So, I wanted to replace that with FirstPostOf2009 instead, which I also missed. Now that its the 2nd of January 2009, I couldnt be bothered anymore.

2009 Resolutions

Ditch the laziness

Be a better person and start life anew.

New Years Eve was a Poppy, it was good booze good music. Photos are with Nicole. Updates soon.