Randy Dandy.

Its time for some Christmasey post.

For some backgrounds, I do not have any christmas tree at home for Christmas after the broken of the previous one, which I supposed many many years ago. As for this year, no apprearance of the tree as well. hmm. However Bill's house has one, with many many presents underneath.

Christmas Eve was as ordinary as ever. Church carried its usual tradition of the Eve Dinner participated by all the members at a chinese restaurant. Pretty well done, really. The performances did a good job entertaining the guests. Gah, the food was a goodie. I starved whole day for it and I'm not disappointed.

Met up with Jane Nic Kee Mou and Yl @ Tjantek after that. We had awesome time of chilling with the frenchfries and chats. Nothing better than irritating Jane, its been awhile! Had great laughs and countdowned for Christmas.

Moving on. We joined Bill and the rest @ Checkers. Came along Kim and gf. Whole night of cool musics, fags and beers. Bb won pool tournament, and I won luckydraw on their behalfs. Wee, what a night!

Christmas Day starts with morning service in Church. Truckloads of performances and free buffet lunch. hmm..mm. Went over Bill's place to watch some jackie-cowboy-chan show and to help run some errands. And then Oldtown with Kee, Mou, Wong, Jane and Charis. I took a long nap after I came home, because the big night awaits!

The night shouts paartaay! Table full of mouth watering food! From satays to pastas..and turkey! which sadly i missed )= .. irresistable can! Ah, the pingpangwah started. Downed with two big bottles of liqour and n cans of beers. Not to mention the embarassing moments of the drunkards.. clean.sweep.mop.

mean. nic.

drunk bill.

mean. charis.

bill. mom.

joel. esther.nic. mean. esther.
mom. mou. yl.
hashan. wong.
drinks.
kev. jan. sujean.
jan. mean
bb. me.

mr pink. nic.

p/s: To Jane, you missed the fun!

You Who?

I would like to say, sorry for the photo-less post, again and again. It must be terribly boring eh? I have yet to gather back the bits and pieces of my poor camera. The cam is with Nic, the charger and battery are currently with Mou and I only have a plain cable in my hand. Sigh, poor camera.


Christmas is happening in a matter of days! Planning for a Christmas present shopping tomorrow, which is kind of a rush actually. The list is almost complete, good luck pressie-hunting tomorrow to me! Know what, I'm happy again! As for the reason w-h-y, it shall remain a secret. *winks* There isnt many reasons why a girl could be happy so, guess. =p


I went for my first driving lesson today. It turned out way alot better than I'd expected. sapsapsui lar. You must be thinking ''Man, you are like a year late!''. Gah, I am..I am for certain reasons. And I regretted for it! Knowing the feeling of no transport around, even in a small Kuantan, ttteeerrriibbbleee indeed. Otherwise, count yourself lucky.

My last night here for you,

same old songs, just once more.

My last night here with you?

maybe yes, maybe no.

I kind of liked it your way,

how you shyly placed your eyes on me.

Did you ever know,

That I had mine on you.

I revived my phone.

I arrived at Kuantan just today. Omgomg, I drove back leh, well part of the journey. Haha. Everyone was wide awake and pretty much tensed when I'm driving. That is because I have yet to get my license yet nor been to my first driving class. =p He knew I'm gonna brag about it. We went for lekor, chickenchop and saimailou at the beach around 6plus. Hobo-hobo, I'm stuffed! My last visit..godknwswhen. -_-"
I was so tired that I slept right after that.

Another thing is, I collected my results today. I did not really plan to see any of my classmates, so I could ignore the eagerness ''hows yours'' and knowing you did better/bad-er(?!) that one-kind ''oh i see''. So, I decided to go today. (erm it was out yesterday fyi) Nah, I still met one or two.

Should I announce my score here? like, must I... -_-" All I can say is that it was just average. Not very suprising to me, not very satisfying as well. It barely gets me anywhere with the course that I intended to do. You know what is the worst thing? I got no backup plans. )= Kepochis (if you are one) , ask me la, console me can.

Shopping-on-the-go! I'm so broke, once again. No, I was broke all along, says Bill. Remember how much I praise online boutiques, not that good afterall. See. Whenever purchases add up eg. 71bucks, the smallest note atm could receive is ten. It means that I have to bank it a total of 80. Change of 9 will return along with the parcel. One buck also cannot discount meh. -_-"

Does anyone watches RachaelRay? Its a cooking show. Its on ntv7 (i think) at 2am. They are still doing Febuary episodes, goodness gracious, slow can. Haha. Being owl-like (not godlike, haha) in kl, yeah I love her. Not forgetting MarthaS. *whisper* Bf gonna do CulinaryArts, wat to do. =p

#1 Countdown to Christmas: 5days.
Get ready your big red socks. I already got mine. And, be nice. (=

#2 I forseen uncertainties ahead. Where my future is a total blurness,
I'm afraid I would trip somewhere, somehow.

#3 Happy belated Birthday to Justin, Keanwai and XiangYong.

#4 Oi, selling SAM books! Complete and Cheap! Grab fast!

last # Happy 10 months together bb. We managed it.

A quote from Jerry McGuire, "You Complete Me"

Baby,

I'm sorry for being such a jerk
but
I guess sorry is never enough.
Nowadays, nothing falls in place..
Nothing.. Not even "us".
Tan Boon Mean..
The thought of losing you for good scares me.
I was paranoid.
Don't you realize you're a part of me now?
I need you and I love you..
Please don't write me off just yet.
take care boo boo.

bill.

Its definately very easy for you to point out my flaws and weaknesses. My whole journey with you aint only mistakes right? How bout the rest? Think about it.

I have to say, you are being too comfortable in this relationship. You demanded for an ultra makeover in me. Reason is to suit you of course. So that you wont feel the slightest uneasy-ness. How would I feel? Think about it.

You claimed that you currently have alot in mind, very stressed up. Hoping I wont be another burden for you. Burden? Since when love is a burden? Think about it.

A million sighs wont be able to express how disappointed I am at you. *roll eyes*

december eleventh

First meal of the day was dimsum at somewherenearby together with YX. Since I'm still on for my diet plan, I ate awfully little compared to the usual. Sigh.

Then, the rest of the day was spent at The Curve-Street-Cineleisure. All we do is just walking around while waiting for Kev Joel Joji Matt. Your highness being completely indecisive between the movies, at last we went in Borders, sit down on the carpet and watch KungFuPanda with the rest of the kids.

Yeay, kids. -_-". come on, I personally love kids kay.

So that makes the three of us, being strangely looked at. No la, after that we went to the theater for TheDayWhenTheEarthStoodStill. blardy long name. Dinner was at WinterWarmers.

It sounded warm indeed, out of the heavy downpour. There's a very nice liveband which bb was very tempted to grab their guitar and sing-along. Uber cuteness, aint it. The boys planned for MOS after that and ta-da.

I miss those time when we literally live together.

Happy 20th Birthday sweetheart <3

The Eve

We arrived at OU around 1.30pm. While waiting for bb to reach, I followed the mom to do some shopping at British India. Man, he took like forever to reach, I was so jumpy. To my horror, he showed up with a rather shocking hairstyle. wakaka. We had lunch at Good Evening Bangkok. It was pretty nice overall, despite all the bullets of nags into his face. =p All of us went on our separate ways to shop after that. Did I mentioned that shopping time was awesome? Well, of course! =p Dinner was at Fatty Crabs. I missed that place so much, aye friends? =)

We headed home right after bidding good bye to the family. With much anticipation, he opened his pressies before even waiting for his actual birthday. Well, I bought him a guitar, as requested. hmm. I supposed he would like it very much, not until the enjoyment lasted him so short. It was then sitted beside his EX guitar, on the floor. Sigh. Kepohchis arrived, Matt and Nich. And they came up with the most brilliant idea that is to Blitz! '' oh great. '' I told Bill this would reminisce the time we used to have in FTZ. hee. It was until 4am we went home. Sleep! Finally.

Home Sweet Home!!

Thought 1
I have been home for two full weeks. It has been a good time with the family and friends. Life now is so carefree, nothing better than resting before the start of another new year. I am currently taking up driving lessons. Hopefully in no time, I can repay my drivers after so long of utangs. =p '' gear 1.. clutch.. then gear 2... '' right mou?

Thought 2
High school friends are still as awesome as ever! The love is so overwhelming. Thank you much for the suprise party at After7! To everyone, millions of hugs and kisses. I'm 18, finally. fuuu.
In my days in Kuantan, been out for many yc sessions with the lovely people. Its nice to know that the internal jokes and teases were not forgotten.

Thought 3
Sayangs from KL are back! at last. Yes, Jane and Nicole! To Jane: Kee irritated me because you were not around. *stress* To Nicole: Story-telling time!! *gossips* To both: Oh how I miss our midnight A&W moments. *aww..*

Thought 4
I will be going down KL tomorrow to see bb! His birthday is coming soon by the way. Oh loves!
It has been weeks since I last see him. Suprise me, suprise you. (=

Thought 5
Have you ever thought of doing something crazy? No? With no certainty of the consequences, gather up all the guts and just go for it. Something like now-or-never kind of scene. The kick sure feels fun. (= At least there is no regrets left behind.

Thought 6
I need a wardrobe makeover. Right bb?
Red light for my laziness.
I love my nails, I know you do too. =p

Thought 7
Christmas is coming! My favourite decorated trees... beautiful pressies...
*stares and dreams*

Silver Bells

I am currently addicted to online boutiques.

Nothing better than doing what a girl do best, shopping that is.

Try thinking no more fuss taking off and putting back clothes for fittings,

no more need to carry big and small bags around,

somemore at a lower price, who can resist, you tell me.

And now, because of that, I'm so broke. )=

I'll be seeing my bb in seven days!

happy birthday baby.

I'm sorry baby.
Being with you is the best thing that ever happened to me.
You know you'll never have to fight for me,
mainly because you'll always have me.
I love you my little birthday girl.
I really do.


We're perfect
together







How can i be complete without you next to me.


Happy Birthday
Baby



Forever yours,
bill.