As some of you might know already... 

My former TL showed me this during working hours. 

Pretty interesting stuff. See if you get the catch. 

(= 

Happy weekend ahead peeps! 

Xx. 

Just the way I am.

Oh my current favourite! 

Never fails to melt me.  

heart thinking* someone would sing it to me, instead of the Magic in Me song. Annoying much. blek.

Taking baby steps

This is a utter rare occasion whereby I'm here blogging at 6am in the morning.

I hope I'm not sleep-walking writing, in that sense. I felt perfectly fine. (= 

I've never had insomnia in my entire life! Like I said, this is a rare occasion.  

I had a lot of things going through my mind while I was trying hard to keep everything shutdown. Failed miserably. As one thing leads to another, that explains my sleepless night. On the contrary, I'm not even upset of not having any sleep. Why? Because I rediscovered my limit of staying awake. Amazing stuff! 

To share something deeper. I love Abigail, my 4-year old niece, which is also my first niece. Believe it or not, she has been one of my inspiration of becoming a better person. (I've been bad >=)  I was back in Kuantan a couple of weeks ago, I was bored so I decided to run through some photo albums that we took in UK recently. One of them is a collection of baby photos of Abby and Sammie up till their current age. As I flipped the pages, I saw how innocent, how pure a young girl can be. (Girl as to one gender that I can relate) Her smile was so real and it's coming from the heart. I'm sure all of us were once like that, innit? What exactly changed us to becoming who we are today? Lately I've heard too many stories of how one can be so cunning and crook, so manipulative, so fickle minded, so bitchy, so on so forth, just to get to somewhere. After all these years, now its my rude awakening. I don't claim to be a good person, at all to be frank. I was taunted by my own nasty actions and irresponsible doings. (I'm not going to elaborate on thaat.) Sometimes, I disgust myself. I recalled of being naive, innocent and pure, but such times as long faded in my memories. Think, what was your last thought 10minutes ago? I'm so ashamed to say that I was thinking what ways to get my debtor to pay me back one small amount when he is broke to the core. And the truth is, I'm just doing it just to add to his headaches.(I wan't feeling merciful at that time I suppose.) I don't even need the money urgently. 

Shame on me. I've lost the heart of being true to people, I've lost myself. There's too much hypocrisy lying around. I'm so tired of having to masked everyday, slowly to find myself artificially conformed to the world's sly manner. Don't go Paramore on me because you are NO exception, sad indeed but true. 

I set my niece and nephews photos as my wallpaper on my phone and laptop. Kept as reminder for me of who I was before and can be once again by simply telling the truth and have nothing to hide! I miss being free from the dirty little secrets that we have in the dark corner of the closet. Don't you? I miss having a heart that used to forgive rather than to store hatreds. Don't you?

Since resigning work, I dare to say I've changed for the better. Seriously. No elements of bragging, but I quit whatever I needed to quit and I'm determined about it. (Aren't you proud of meeee) Well, of course I'm not saying that work has corrupted me, but honestly it has affected me in a way or another. It made me realized so much about life than anywhere else. I don't know why am I saying this, or where comes the boldness, this time round I'm not doing it for anyone anymore. I'm doing it for myself. Reason being is that, many attempts failed in the past because neither of us (me and the boyf) want to let go of it. No one wants to take the first step and be the example. Cynically, we even thought it's impossible! Thank God for allowing sickness into my, in this case, our lives (you must think I'm crazy) because that was the ultimate turning point for the both of us. That ''thaaang'' no longer appeals to us anymore nor have us as captives. Although we still may be in mild competition of who would fall first but minor teasing might be surprisingly encouraging! It wasn't as easy as it sound, in fact when temptations approaches, it feels like a kick in the nut. (not like I have any but oh wells!) I'm on my way, I hope certain few of my beloved friends would join in too. (= 

Burrr.

*yawns*
Hello earthlings, it has been a while...

I've been reading Jane's blog and she actually updating it quite often! *envy*
That's why it's proven that student has more free time than working adults.
I was very intrigued and at the same time 'kiasu' so I'm urged to write something here.
No idea what I'm going to write, but I'll just go with the flow. HA.

If anyone were to ask me, Yes I'm still working but this would be my last month.
I've already tendered so I'm serving my one month notice. Then only I'll be back happily being a school girl.
Work actually been fun lately, many close and nice colleagues.
Despite all the rara affairs in the office, we still find fun in gossipping and slacking around.

And.. I've realised I haven't been in touch with my good friends which made me felt very guilty!
I missed out all the hottest news. )=
Some changed partner, some don't know where they went...
I've always been a lousy friend, so that explains.

This gets rid of my Monday blues...

For animated one, click here.

That's the kind of emails we sent in the office.

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Judgement day on Monday.

Dearly beloveds,

Let me introduce to you to a new psychotic friend here. His name is Paul.

Probably many would have known, but are you putting your trust in him? (Or should I said, It.)

Anyway, before the World Cup wraps up with the new Champion, 

have some thought of putting all your life's-dust collecting properties on who Paul choose to be the winner for this season. 

Disclaimer: Play at your own risk.


just one of the many you can find in Youtube.

What kind of conspiracy they are plotting? No one knows.
By chance, or by destiny.
For all you know, the fella who formerly rare it have trained the Paul-topus some funny tricks.
And now, He*slash*It (whatever you want to call it) might be the national treasure for his country.
I'm pretty sceptical aren't I.  =p

Long live Spain!!

If only you know how it feels like...

Hi, this is Mean typing. Oh sure, who else.
Anyways...
I've been procrastinating to write something since ages ago.
Not like I'm super busy or whatsoever, I'm just too lazy.
My work shift lately its like shit. Yea, the seniors do call them shit shift. Highly Unwanted.
Quite a mouthful to say eh?
The more you say, it will sound more like.. 'she she' which means to pee. Ha.
I'm working from 12.30pm to 9.30pm. I've literally gave my whole day to work.
How do I find time to even on my laptop, what more blogspot. Lol.

Work has been... shitty and fun at the same time. What excites me is that, you wouldn't know what's the next call is like. I like nice people. Wait, who doesn't? My definition of nice is very simple. Just don't curse at me for things that's wasn't my fault, or hung up on me after knowing I'm based in Malaysia. Yes, sometimes It Is that Wtf. What brings me down is also the call itself. Some people just doesn't know how to take No for an answer. I felt sorry to professionals or CEOs that I talked to. The last thing they want is to talk to a 20year old girl who doesn't know what is she talking about, and have no choice but to depend on Me to book or change important flights. Crucial flights that probably able to send them to somewhere in time and sign a multi-billion contract or to dissect, oops I mean operate someone that left only last few breaths. HAHAHA.
Evil me.
Oh well, better they not know. Ignorance is bliss, so they say.

Some new phonetics that people should know nowadays.
G- Gee-row (Zero)
I- Iphone (Iphone lor)
K- Kew-kum-ber (Cucumber)
L- Lorve (Love)
N- Noh-ty *+giggle* (Naughty)
R- Rojak (Roger)

Back to my personal life. My luck doesn't seem to last very long. It has never been long enough to be exact. I thought I was feeling okay today. I woke up at the right (also means correct) side of the bed, I took my own sweet time to get ready without rushing (except the fast that I forgot to comb my hair)... and I suddenly became so suey, my Touch N' Go card decided to be set free and  literally go with the flow(with the drain water). I knew I should always follow what my heart says. Somehow the consequences for today's incident is too much to bare. Mind the melodramas. Lol. I stunted for a moment watching the card 'sway' left and right on the metal bar on the drain cover. I noticed the Malay couple was paying attention as well. Within seconds the wind just have to blow a bit harder and so the card fell in to the deep.. deep... drain. )= But I just RELOADED! @#!%#%@!&^! The Malay guy made a rather intriguing sound of  'Oh....'. I went forward to look into the drain, and there lays my card, swimming along with the rest of the trash in the drain. I hate to look noob, so I just walked back to my car snobbishly. In my heart I was like, Fuck why didn't I put the card in my purse?! Second Fuck, why didn't I just screw image and even I have to fall on my face I will grab the card back?! Its too late for those 'I-wish' senarios.

... and Brazil lost. ))=

Thank God Tomorrow Is Offday.